Hiding

Ever feel like you could burst with all the emotions that are pulsating and gushing in your body, in your veins, in your head, in your heart.

There are days that are so beautiful in my head and some that are so turbulent, but this doesn’t show up. I hide it.

Am I the only one who feels like I have to hide that massive, powerful river that is me.

I think being neurotypical means you can camouflage your self well. They say emotional regulation….but really that’s different. We expect ourselves and are expected to be emotionally neutral… Not too happy…too sad…too agitated…too calm. But inside it is a tangled mess.

If you think about it, it’s really sad. We refuse to acknowledge ourselves for what we are and live trying to just fit in.

I see where evolution is taking us with Asd…probably being a truer version? I don’t know….we will see.

The things that make me different are the things that make me.

Winne the Pooh
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